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  Ary nih 16 noV dah. laju seyh masa berjalan.. asew cam baru je aq masuk form6 ... sume nak kata memang cam2. Exam cuma tinggal 4 ary lagy n aq still on9 and chating. Pe nak jady ngan anak Rosmawati nh.. adodo.. Time exam ginie lah aq nak wat hal Hado. mane nk dapat berkat kalau camni . Maaf sangat2 ya mama..


  aq suke wat hal n aq suke cari pasal ..tapi bukan yang negatif .. positif k.. meby sikit lah negatif.. eh xla.. banyak Negatif la.. itu lah aq. hehe... nak dijadikan cerita , exam P.am ary isnin je nih... jap2 nak check :


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   Xde xde xde la adik manis... haiya... sume xwat agy la... ish.. ape nak jady lah ngan ko nh .. aq pun xpaham ngan diri aq.. Mama pulak asyik nak suh aq jady nurse. Kerje lagy terjamin.. Adoihh.. aq xbrape nak berkenan la ma... sha dah ikot ckp ma banyak kali dah.. just give me a chance to make my own decision .. I know you care about me and u wanna make my world bright sebrightnyer.. tapi please.. i need a freedom... :D Just let me take a risk.. wah...( macam lah Ko leyh handle sendiri cha..) pape pon sha tetap syg mama <3

Day By Day

HaRu HaRu - Bing BanG

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(Say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bigbang/haru_haru_english_version.html ]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye... 

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

Geram yg melampau...

    aq saba je babe... Im trying to be cool lah.. Enough la... From Now.. u wont see me as a good Girl... I wont be nice to you again.. Just Get Ur Ass off! I dont need to know u and i dont wanna you ... Hell lah you... You think you good enough.. I'll show you what's the meaning of GooD EnoUgh! You Think u cool, sexY,Hot ? Oh yeah?? Give me a break!! Fuck off!


   One day u will see me again Face to face ! And from that moment u will regret.. i swear to god... I wont Forgive you.. not even Once! Thanks To you i starting back my old habit! Yeah! YOU ARE THE BEST! FUCKER!

My Citer

Cite3 ... ngee~


Dah masuk bapew minggu dh Aq Break ngan ex aq.... malas lah nak cite npew aq break ngan dye.. malas nak ingat balek sume tuh.. yang dah leps tu bia lah pegy seberang sanee.. malas nak toleh balek then teringat pahtu nanges..pe la... Sumpah malas gilew dah.. Skang nih aq single je, memang SINGLE lah aq ckp.. aq xyakin lagi nak ade yang baru cuz aq xkut aq xley ikut rentak yang bakal jady Boboo aq. Tapi kalau hati dah terpaut, bergayut tu hhmmm... Insyaallah akan aq buktikan yang aq ni mampu beri dye kebahgian..Ceh g2 plak ayat..


  Aq ingat lagy ayat yang Ex aq bagi, what goes around, comes around. Yes aq memang dah dpt balasan. eppy la ko ya Ex... orang yang aq minat giler2 melepas, reject aq... yang laen dah xpandang aq. Ok thanks k !! ko cakap sakit giler bile break 2 kali.. ok meyh cinie aq nak gtaw ko , aq dah 4 5 6 kali dtinggalkan n break.. Aq lagy sakit lah Nyok!! sumpah sakit giler bile LAKI Curang... Weyh Ex. Ko lah 1st PENK aq ko   taw x?? ish..thanks jugak pada ko cuz sayangkan aq slama nih tapi sayang xlama ... aq harap ko dapat yang jauh lebih better dri aq..
  
  Ok aq ngaku aq memang jelex giler tengok kapel2 yang kat Fb tuh.. Nampak Happy je ngan dp kapel dyeowng.. Aq turut heppy untuk Kowang :) Yang mane dapat bertahan lama tu aq TabIk! Kowang memang RoCk ! Untung lah dapat jupe n bermanje2 ngan yang tersayang. Aq jugak yang alone kat sini. Memang kawan ramai tpi xsame cam ape yang kite rase bile bersama ngan yang tersyang. Kan3?? Angguk tuh btol lah.. Ngee~ 


   Bile dipikirkan balek, memang la xnak ade pape relationship tp pada masa yang sama hati aq ni gatal nak ade   bf. Adeh3..apelah ..ape kene ngan ko ni Cha?? ish3... Siyes aq memang jeles bile tengok kawan aq yang sowang nh.. dye memang Comel, kiiuut miut..aq ngaku lah aq suke tengok dye..comel je... dye still ley baik ngan ex dye even dyeowng dah xde pape.. ( 2 yang jeles nih ) haha.. Tapi aq.. x..aq jenis yang.. camne ea nak cakap, bile aq dah putus ngan ex aq, Kirim salam lah mau rapat2 ngan aq balik.Aq just layan g2 je..dah xde dah nak texting2 dye agy..melainkan kalau dye kol, ok lah ..aq layan g2 je.. xlebih cukup 5 minit aq bye2 kan aje.. Teruk an tapi itulah aq... hmmm... Biarlaa aq single dulu.. kalau boleh aq nak cri nanti time aq kat U ke ape ke.. biar jupe depan3 n nak rasai ape asew bile dilamar depan3.. hehehe... wah... ah berangan dah ni..ish... apepon xbley...


  Papepun biar lah masa yang menentukan... Yang penting kawan2 aq xtinggalkan aq... Sayang kowang sume... 


<3 Kepada kawan3 aq .. ILOVEYOUALL lah
<3 Kepada Bakal My Boboo ... Sy Tunggu awk taw .. :) ( Bile lah awk nak datang nih, t dah jady Baby awk sy nak pluk n cium awk puas2.. xkan lepaskan awk...  )